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"We look at each other like we’re about to kiss"

"She is so fucking beautiful"


I want a girl to come lay with me. I want her to wrap her arm around my waist and wrap her legs in mine. I want her to tell me about her day. I want to kiss her forehead and play with her hair. I want to see her look up at me with an innocent smile that lets me know there’s no where else she’d rather be. I want her to fall asleep so that then I can protect her from her nightmares.



I want to write,
but I have no idea what to say.
I guess my heart
and my head
are too wrapped up
in you
your name
to think of anything else.
I want to write of
the sky and the wind
and how the
tulips seem to smile
on a spring day.
But all I can think about
is how you got goosebumps
on your skin
where the wind kissed you,
and how I was so jelous,
because it got to touch you
and I didn’t.
And it hurts
remembering how
you gave me a tulip
when we walked through
my grandmothers garden.
I don’t like tulips anymore.
I want to write of
ocean water, crystal blue,
and of girly things
like lipstick and perfume.
But all I can think about
is how we went
to the beach last summer
and you gave me
my first kiss
under the bridge.
And it hurts
remembering how
you bought me
vanilla perfume
because it was your favorite.
I don’t wear it anymore.
I want to write
but I have nothing to say
because I miss you so much
and I wish,
that just this once,
you would have stayed.

Poem for: “moving on and missing someone.”